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This is for me, and only me · 11 June 05

I am so drained tonight. There is nothing – nothing in this world – that I work harder for than the happiness of my friends and family. Deep down, they are the only thing that I give any importance to. Deep down inside this means more than anything to me. If I have any strength left I will give it to them. If something bad happens, then whatever time or strength it takes, I will muster it and give it to them as much as I have.

But now… I have made that effort and I am drained. Don’t get me wrong, give me a few days, maybe not even that if needs must, and I will have that strength again. But for now, I am drained, and I look to me.

And I despair. I never knew it would be asking so much. All I want is someone to share this life with. All I want is to know that I will not always be alone.

  1. hi bean, great blog :) and u will never be alone in this world as long as u realise and open ur eyes to the many of us who truely care for u.
    — lette    Jun 17, 10:42    #
  2. I’m sure that somewhere out there, there is the right person for you… Keep your eyes open, as you never know when you will meet them, or how.
    — dan    Jun 26, 18:26    #
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